counter clockwise

You make me feel so bad you threw away what we could have
Blinded you can’t see through your made up jealousy
You say you’re insecure you own my time but you want more
Don’t know what I loved you for you wanted change but you got war
Stomping out cigarettes tracking me on the internet
Questioning my intellect you’ve gone counter clockwise
Dreaming about who we were all that joy is such a blur
You been talking immature you’ve gone counter clockwise
I been feeling low ever since I let you go
Keep myself so high but you creep back up in my mind
And I could never escape the taste of your neck or the moves you made
Closing your eyes with the sun in your face clinging to me when you feel afraid
but you been