All to Myself

I don’t patronize, I realize
I’m losing and this is my real life
I am half asleep, and I am wide awake
This habit is always so hard to break
I don’t want to be the bad guy
I’ve been blaming myself and I think you know why
I’m killing time and time’s killing you
Every way that I do
Did you say «please just follow me?»
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can’t suck it up
Make me feel like some one else
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can’t suck it up
Make me feel like some one else
I’m under the gun, you’re like the only one
I just can’t decide what I’m running from
This isn’t what I wanted but
I can’t keep my filthy fucking mouth shut
It’s not enough, it’s never enough
And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck
Can’t focus it, but I try it
Over and over again
Did you say «please just follow me?»
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can’t suck it up
Make me feel like some one else
Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can’t suck it up
Make me feel like some one else
Na na, na na, na
Na na, na na, na na
Na na, na na, na
Na na, na na, na na
Please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can’t suck it up
Make me feel like…
Did you say «Please just follow me»?
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I can’t stay with someone else
I’ll try and suck it up
I just keep fucking up
I want you all to myself
Did you say «Please just follow me»?
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can’t suck it up
Make me feel like someone else
Na na, na na, na