Finally Free

Anybody ever dug a mud hole so deep to the point there’s no where to go
That’s me, the only thing is I dug mine with my own shovel
3 a.m. stumblin' in drunk knowin' I was in trouble
Didn’t have the nerve to kiss her on the check and then tell her I love her so
Well I have, hell I’ve had less good times than I had bad
She’d get mad, we’d get glad, then I’d crash again hot damn
Over and over, I threw another load on my shoulders
But not on purpose, no just bein' ill and dumb marriage out of focus
And it don’t matter how hard you try to let the past be the past
And move past that trash on to a pasture with green grass
Just stuck starin' at a half empty glass up at night glarin' at the bad dreams
you had
Our relationship won’t get nowhere with that
Yeah it’s bad so we need peace and it’s time for some relief
And now I get back to me
I just get back to me
I’m finally free I’m finally free
So I can get back to me
Runnin' around lookin' down for too long, lookin' out for the toes I step on
Tip-toein' around a broken home, divorce time to move on
It’s been seven years since I said «I do» but I don’t
Feel the same as I did back then, we’re fightin', fussin', and carryin' on
And the kids don’t understand it and I understand them 'cause I came from a
broken home
So the last thing I wanted to do was hurt them, but I’ve been doin' it all
along, so I’m gone
I know that when I look back on the past it’ll be proven that stayin' together
for them was wrong
'Cause I’ve seen everythin' push to shove and everything in between
You’re supposed to love no matter what but what if that means me hatin' you
And we end up in a custody battle, knuckles up but there’ll be no dukes for us
Instead I’ll just give it up, I’ll forever love you but look here it’s time for
some relief
And now I get back to me
I just get back to me
I’m finally free I’m finally free
So I can get back to me
He said she said I say stop
I’m clearin' out the junk mail from my inbox
My times like a safe that can’t be unlocked
Tryin’s like wastin' time spinnin' like hands on a clock
And now I get back to me
I just get back to me
I’m finally free I’m finally free
So I can get back to me
To the man I used to be
And now I get back to me
Let’s see who I’m meant to be
I just get back to me
Livin' live chasin' my destiny
I’m finally free I’m finally free
So I can get back to me