I AM A MISTAKE

I sit here
With a bloody wrist
Contemplating life is it all worth it uh
Cuz i’m hurting
I don’t wanna feel i’m feeling worthless
Is it working
I’m trying so hard don’t think it’s working
Bitch i’m lurking
I’ll never fix it for certain
I been asking for my demons to kill me
How much pain you feel they ask i say plenty
Therapy not gon help me not gon save me
Feeling stuck my life is fucked i repent thee
How the fuck you tell me you understand
Demons stranded in the back of my head
Suicidal thoughts i wish i was dead
Loving you i thought would help in the end
But in the end it’s all pointless
I’m feeling sick to my stomach
I cannot feel I feel nothing
I cut my skin to feel something
But in the end it’s all pointless
I’m feeling sick to my stomach
I cannot feel I feel nothing
I cut my skin to feel something
And i can never escape it
I swear this pain it be endless
Just need escape i can’t find it
I need a way out im helpless
Somebody save me now
Before its too late
Somebody save me now
Before its too late