I Am the Eulogy

For months, for years, I’ve been searching for peace of mind, for clarity
I just can’t reconcile, with all the thoughts that keep on coming to mind
So looking back at the progress, I’ve been searching for the truth
Yet I’m still running round in circles
And all trails lead back to you
I should have known by now, you’ve always been there
Oh save me and give my life direction
To navigate these dreams and find days where I’m awake
Cause now I know this is the path that I should take
Against the grain, we carry on
I swear I’ll make you proud
I was a pillar of hope, in the eyes of my mother
She said look to the mirror, and son you’ll find your answer
Oh I will make you proud of me
I swear I’ll make you proud
Live every breath in your footsteps, for now I understand
I feel your presence beside me
I swear one day I’ll make you proud
Oh save me and give my life direction
To navigate these dreams and find days where I’m awake
Cause now I know this is the path that I should take
Against the grain, we carry on