I Wish I Was Pregnant

What if the case was… The candle is burning once againLike
the faces of black and white children.
.the girl in every man…
a long abortion is what life isLong as a shadow filled
with emptinessLike the shadow of a shadowLife is fading
away like a dying flowerIf I couldI would rape myselfIf
I was pregnantI’d give birth to myself and my own death… the
man in every girl… Innocent
(Innoceant) and youngSwallowing myself and the inner
sun (son)Like the shadow of a shadowLife is fading
away like a dying flower… but that’s not the case yet, or…