I Better Try

I’m just a lonely girl in a lonely world
I’m just this lonely train of thougth
Scattered all around my desk
I’m just trying to end your sentences
Win your heart, so please don’t take offense
I’ll make your fantasy
I’ll be part of your dreams
Approval, critical aclaim
I’m in deep for a shady game
I’m a covered up, you are unawear
Deep down inside
She recoils in shame
Tell you lies, in lies i dwell
Can not recognize my self
It’s frigthening to know
What’s buried in my soul
'Cuase i’m going to waste my time
Confront my pain, loosen up my mind
I’m not sure what’s below the line
But i’m resolved i’m going to figure it out
The emptiness creeps in
And i’m scared i’ll fade out
I think i better try
I saw through your eyes
Your mind was made up
And i’m still so insecure
I’m felling vulnerable
I don’t know who to turn to
What to say
Irrational fear
I can’t explain
Rejection draws near
Take me through the night
What id i hold no truth, no logic?
Would you stay?
Will you stay?
'Cause i’m going to waste my time
Confront my pain, loosen up my mind
I’m not sure what’s below the line
But i’m resolved i’m going to figure it out
The emptiness creeps in
And i’m scared i’ll fade out
I think i better try
'Cause i’m going to waste my time
I don’t know, i don’t know what’s below the line
But i think i better try
Think i better try