As Low As It Goes

Take one last drag of your cigarette
I’ll be out front trying to forget
That I bought you those glasses in Amsterdam
Won’t you wear them sometimes just to prove that it’s fine?
I know your highs and your lows
Just tell me this is as low as it goes
Only to feel you when I’m gone
But I only wanna see you when I’m gone
Innocuous messages mildly received
I tell you I’m there, but I’m drowning in whiskey
A strong medication of positivity
To strangers and dangers, I’ll say yes to anything
I only did what I could
Some of it bad, some was misunderstood
I know you’re hearing this song
Can you make room to be cared for?
Only to feel you when I’m gone
But I only wanna see you when I’m gone
Only to feel you when I’m gone
But I only wanna see you when I’m gone
When I’m gone