Toxic

I can swim but I’m always drowning
Watch the waves as they get so tall
All my fear keeping me surrounded
Feel like I haven’t changed at all
Consequences of all my choices
Tryna play with this hand I dealt
Is their silence from all these voices
I need help…
But all my friends they make me feel like I am
Living in a different reality
And all my sins, just leave me disappointed
Could I escape from this depravity?
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
All of my scars been healed but they come back at me
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
All of my insecurities, they laugh at me
Oh, I realize it’s so ironic
The more that I find the more I’m lost
I got vices just like narcotics
They grow bigger til I feel small
Thought I would’ve seen progress by now
In the fire think I might melt
I could use a little advice now
Please send help
But all my friends they make me feel like I am
Living in a different reality
And all my sins, just leave me disappointed
Could I escape from this depravity?
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
(Why do I feel like this?)
All of my scars been healed but they come back at me
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
(Why do I feel like this?)
All of my insecurities, they laugh at me
I feel so, so toxic, toxic, so toxic
I feel so, so toxic, toxic, so toxic
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
(Why do I feel like this?)
All of my scars been healed but they come back at me
(I hate this)
Why do I, why do I, why do I feel so toxic?
(Why do I feel like this?)
All of my insecurities, they laugh at me