I Can't Quite Put My Finger On It

No I can’t push it down
I just need to set it free
Just like a limp bone
It’s pulling down on me
So I keep holding on
To something I can’t save
It tries to take control
Take control of me
She asks me where I am
While I’m sitting her right by her side
And I still I say nothing
For how long must I hide
So I keep holding on (holding on)
To something I can’t save
It tries to take control (take control)
Take control of me
And if you could see it
You’d wish you never had
Cause talking makes you crazy
But silence makes you mad
But I keep holding on
It tries to take control