When You Looked at Me

When you looked at Me
You looked at me as someone you knew
So I looked back
And you, you saw right threw
To the deep deep of my heart
And it it scares me so
I thought who I am to be loved
Am I
Am I good enough
Who am I
Can I be loved
Can you take away this feeling of not being good enough
So I drink to get numb, I drink to open up
Trying to take away this feeling of not being good enough
One night became free
Three nights of the immersive love
It was all nights and all days
In bed and on wooden floors
And you declare your love
And it it scared me so
I thought who am I to be loved am I
Am I good enough
I’m scared believing your love
How do you take away this feeling of not being good enough
So I drank to get numb, I drank to believe your love
Trying to break out of this feeling of not being good enough
How do you see me, do you see me as I see myself
This extreme duality that devours my sense of self
Then you looked at me, and I saw someone I knew
You said if you could only see what I see when I look at you