Jealousy

I wake from fear, have we said goodbye?
This must be it, there’s no return I see it in your eyes
I see distance in them as our sorrow grows
Knowing I said everything I swore I wouldn’t say
But there’s someone in your past, who strikes a cord that hurts
If you’re done with me I understand, oh jealousy
I have said that I am sorry one too many times before
If you’re done with me I understand, my jealousy
Jealousy let go of me
You’ve made it clear, on this you won’t back down
I must let go, I must admit what tears me up inside
I keep blaming you and I keep blaming her
It’s too painful, it’s too shameful, and it’s oh so clear
But even now I make up accusations about you
Why can’t I open up on this, my jealousy?
I’ve managed to be open about my insecurities
Why can’t I open up on this my jealousy?
Jealousy let go of me