I Can't Say

If I start this out slowly, does it count?
I’m always giving in and dropping out
Feeling like my skin is drying up
I’m getting caught inside your sunny mouth
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been so
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been so
I’ve been locked inside my room for hours
Feeling like I never want to leave
'Cause you tricked me with your smoke and mirrors
And I’ve been blind to what’s in front of me
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been so
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been so
Choking on the words I never say
Is the reason why they’re never said
Is the reason why they’re never said
Is the reason why you’re in my head
This home is not the same
'Cause everything that’s good has gone and peeled away
From the sun and its awful gaze
The ones who fade away will never look the same
If you slip don’t start crying
'Cause it’s fine to fall right through like punching a dandelion
I love to chew my cheeks
'Cause that’s the only time I’ll ever show my gritted teeth
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been so
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been
I CAN’T SAY that I’ve never been, never, never been so