Anxious

Maybe I’m so fucking anxious
'Cause I been so thankless
Spinning around, drowning in the drama
I’ll call you when I figure it out
I can’t find a reason
Nothing’s ever easy
It’s all going down, but you know I promise
I’ll call you when I figure it out
My colors keep fading away
Feel like I might come undone
Keep letting' my thoughts get away, I
Like Forrest, they run, run, run
A Monday morning, stormy weather
Feel like Friday, under pressure
Partying to hide the pain
Got money but I can’t make change
Maybe I’m so fucking anxious
'Cause I been so thankless
Spinning around, drowning in the drama
I’ll call you when I figure it out
Woo, I can’t find a reason
Nothing’s ever easy
It’s all going down, but you know I promise
I’ll call you when I figure it out
Billions of people, how selfish of me
To only think about one, one, one
It’s getting clear my mirror never likes what it sees, yeah
Never been good at reflection
Karma, call me like vendetta
I don’t wanna run forever
Partying to hide the pain
Got money but I can’t make change
Maybe I’m so fucking anxious
'Cause I been so thankless
Spinning around, drowning in the drama
I’ll call you when I figure it out
I can’t find a reason
Nothing’s ever easy
It’s all going down, but you know I promise
I’ll call you when I figure it out
Someone put their hands on me right now
I keep treading water, will I drown?
I don’t know what else can save me
Trying lately to figure it out
Maybe I’m so fucking anxious
'Cause I been so thankless
Spinning around, drowning in the drama
I’ll call you when I figure it out
I can’t find a reason
Nothing’s ever easy
It’s all going down, but you know I promise
I’ll call you when I figure it out