Nil

I’ve been drifting
I’ve been drinking too much
Been thinking I’m not thinking clearly enough
Are there two of me?
It feels like there are two of me
One is my enemy and
One’s sent to deliver me
When I’m drowning
I like drowning alone
Don’t need no one to tell me
To pull up the rope
I can’t have only one
No I can’t just have only one
It’s all or none none
Now you know that it’s true
So you
Leave nil for me
I’ll do different things
But I like them all
Blue is beautiful
Curl up in a ball
And don’t feel anything
I Don’t want to feel anything
It’s more than a feeling
And it’s more than the real thing
Are you impressed
With how depressed I’ve become
Better get your angels to go bang on a drum
But they don’t recognize me
They Don’t seem to recognize
I was baptized but they pay it no mind
So you
Leave nil for me
Leave nil for me
Please
Keep it away from me
Keep it away from me