Torment

I don’t regret time I spent
Spilling problems down my neck
Blood of christ gone straight to my head
Likeminded negative influences
You’ve probably heard it before but I’ll say it again
I’ll put my trust in poison
The smoke signals, it’s time for change
The smoke signals, will you rescue me
We’re all fathers to a grave
We’ll kill ourselves in our own way
And mothers to a faith
That let’s us learn from our mistakes
We’ll always just remain
The serving saviours off our nose
To spite our face
Still I’m no better off than I was
Still at the bottom no matter how high
We are still at the bottom no matter how high
The smoke signals
As I lay below
The smoke signals
Tearing at my throat and I’m spitting blood
Won’t rest compulsive
Dependant on delusion
I’m getting tired of the same excuses
I set myself to self destruct
Because the truth hurts too much
I’ll sleep in recovery
Facing the devil’s smile
Still I’m no better off than I was
Still at the bottom no matter how high
A heart full of love that I lost
A hand full of hope that’ll get me by
All our needs will fade
We’ll sleep in recovery
Suffer to save
This is my request for forgiveness
My blood has spilled
I confessed to my demons
And they don’t regret a fucking thing