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«There's only miracles in stories and I’m no lucky kid
It’s hard to heal a body but I know how to damage it»
«I'm sorry to let you down, I never meant it at all, I’m sorry to let you down
I’m sorry to let you down, it’s how it always goes, I’m sorry to let you down»
«One fix for the night I’ll save my others for the weekend
Take my picture, watch me fall as I sink into the deep
If history is serving, it is serving all it has
There’s no tourniquet in healing the wounds of a broken man
You tell me there’s hope, I rarely see the light of day
With blackened lungs and substanced blood I find it hard to believe»
«I'm sorry to let you down, I never meant to at all, I’m sorry to let you down
I’m sorry to let you down, it’s how it always goes, I’m sorry to let you down»
«Will you leave me like the drugs I take?
Shoot me up to numb the feeling
Rock bottom is a home to me
Cover me up and let me sleep
Saving face only worsens things
I’ll be gone again for the holidays
Tell Grandma I love her so
But all my highest highs are all your lowest lows»
«I drank the poison despite the warning
It holds me tight and the noose on my neck, it chokes
It leaves me screaming, squirming, gasping for breath
Sometimes I think that I might find true purpose in death, I regret»
«The worry I left on a family unrest, one thing to another, an awful chain of
events
All started from the day I was born, I should’ve known to never count on
troubled friends, now you mourn for me»