23;anxiety

Blessed with stress, am I’m doing fine
Won’t you say that your here for me
Won’t you say you’ll always be mine
Thinking you will leave me this time
It’s not that I just don’t trust you
It’s more that I have my own issues to
Obsessed with not coping
Cus I feel like I’m just hoping
That you will message me again
Say that we’re all fine in the end
But you won’t, cus I’m drowning on every word that I’ve tried to say
Pushing them back and forth, everything is making my brain go insane
Shaking on the daily, breaking down everything’s just changing
Don’t feel much lately anymore because you have my fucking soul
And I’m sick of this, constant back and forth between this
Emotion that ins my chest, it’s hardening, I feel like I’m just crumbling
But I don’t feel like I have a choice
Cus I’m just fading in the background everything around me is making to much
noise
I just need to find some space
I just need to change the pace
Of everything
Cus its moves to fast