Much Against Everyone's Advice

seem to have a history
at missing the point
at this stuff
apparently
very absentmindedly
I care
but never enough
for
you
TIME -to put the record straight
TIME -to stop communicating
please anticipate
AND I’M TRYING TO COMPREHEND THE THINGS I WRITE
AND I’M LIVING THE LIE THAT I CANNOT SATISFY
MUCH AGAINST EVERYONE’S ADVICE
I’M STILL TRYING I’M TRYING I’M TRYING I’M TRYING
faith
cheated me of everything
but I laughed until
I stopped
publicly
very, very openly
I sat alone with my thoughts
for
you
TIME-to put the record straight
TIME-to stop communicating
please anticipate
AND I’M TRYING TO COMPREHEND THE THINGS I WRITE
AND I’M LIVING THE LIE THAT I CANNOT SATISFY
MUCH AGAINST EVERYONE’S ADVICE
I’M STILL TRYING I’M TRYING I’M TRYING I’M TRYING