Disconnected

Sleeping awake, and awake when I’m sleeping
I’ve gotta dry kind’ve thirst when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is a shadow
I’m not above being under
I’m at the brink, though I know that I’m empty
I always hide when it’s my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I’m over
(Disconnected)
Broken off again
And I’m only not lonely when I’m lonely by myself
(Disconnected)
Numb, in pain again, I always backtrack forward
Cause all in all, I’m disconnected
Quietly loud, while I’m noisily silent
Keep holding my breath while I’m trying to breathe
Swimming against all of my waves and rapids
I only win when I’m losing
I just wanna live my life sedated
Cause I love driving myself away
Disfunctionally sane, don’t give a damn
I can’t comprehend what I understand