Free Time

More free time
I need more free time
I need more free time
I need more free time
I need more free time
That would solve my problems
I think to myself as I stare down the clock and
I need more free time
I’d be so productive
I’d avoid boxsets that would be self destructive
I need more free time
But no do I really?
I’ve said that before to end up bored and lonely
I need more free time
Someone stop me thinking like a protagonist
This is not my story
I need cause to see
It’s about more than me
I need more free time
It’s been like three days
I would have never guessed quite how quick I’d lose my mind
I need more free time
Free of feeling worthless
Let me do anything
Give me sense of purpose
I need cause to see
It’s about more than me
I need cause to see
It’s about more than me
Something that I only think about from time to time
Is pressing up against my skull and running down my spine
I need an out, I need a break, can someone get me far away
I haven’t felt like this for years, or maybe months, or at least days
Do I need something to relax, or just a drastic change of view
A single stroke of luck to keep my face from knocking wood
Or against fist, or against wall, or against anything at all
In the days where I reflect can I expect to see much more?
I am like this, am I? This is who I am
Catch myself in my reflection I am taken back
I am like this, am I? This is who I am
I don’t wanna feel like this forever will there be an end?
Will there be an end?
I need cause to see
It’s about more than me
I need cause to see
It’s about more than me
I need more free time
I need more free time
Gimme three day weeks
I need more free time