Decision Time

21 thoughts getting older in my head,
Pros and cons, what' been said,
How I am. How I will be.
From this fence I’ll never see
I don’t want forever to start from now,
And you know me I get freaked out,
Too worried to smile, too stubborn to cry
I shiver. I’m scared.
'Cause I wanna hide yeah its decision time and I’ve been thinking
Things I’m not proud of. You know I’m filled with doubt but I’ve been drinking
And now the best thing to do is the last thing I’d choose.
Our love was never a barrier
Three years too young to make it work
And I’m so unsure but I cannot hide
I shiver. I’m scared
It’s not that easy…