Elliptical and Opening

Blossoming creation of chemical reaction
Equa-distant in radius from one’s
Ancestral descent in the grand circle of life
Advancing identically in the scheme of time
Until the direction of said circle is diverted
Elliptical and opening, I see behind the curtain
Violet, pulsating elegance captivating
Fluorescent capsule glistening
Encased in glass, tethered by cords
Despite valiant effort, I haven’t much time
My preservation is indefinite
I slowly reveal the whites of my eyes
Frailty detected
An inclination so completely resolute
Slowly migrating
Into my destitution
Remembering
Life, astonishing, rich with bold color
Each splash of water, every drop unique
Endless meadows of green
Specific strands of grass chosen with no two identical blades ever to be found
here
Status
Declining, convulsing frantically
Insect, akin sporadic movements
Imply my conclusion must be near
Release the neck’s tension, I lay my head back to die
Supported by my own body’s buoyancy
I float within semi-liquid glop
Inside the vacuole of foreversleep
Black, cold, pulsating
A knot in the throat and a grit of the teeth, a massive, abundant endorphin
release
Will I dream or will thought cease?
This is it, I’ve waited my entire life for this very moment
To feel nothing, to be nothing, to be removed from the ellipse
Perchance to begin again