Aboulia

I submit the world has won
Despise the man that I’ve become
Silence was all that I heard
When you left without a word
Stranded lost amidst the waves
No more Plato, no more cave
I’ll miss you 'til my dying day
Is this what it’s like to crash?
Emotional whiplash
I know that you’ve crashed too
I know your pain and I feel you
And those who’re just like you
The lost and the lonely
The false and the phony
The gossips and liars
Adding fuel to the fires
That shit makes us tired
Tired of living
Tired of trying
Tired of fighting
Of shouting & crying
I envy the dying