Perspective

I was happy
much more than I knew
and I was happy
before I really knew
but when I look around
I see things I never wanted to see
and when I listen to
the things inside of me
oh I dont want
Noo
I dont want to believe
Do you ever think of me
like i think of you
when you walk in the rain
do you feel like I do
I dont wanna know how you feel
I just need to know how you feel
but when I look around
I see things I never wanted to see
and when I listen to
the things inside of me
oh I dont want
Noo
I dont want to believe
when I close my eyes
when I look around in my head
I see things I never want to see
and I wish i was dead
but I dont know
oh I dont know
Listen to my words
listen to my words
when I look around I see things I never want to see
when I listen to these things inside of me
ohh I dont want I dont want to believe
ohh I dont want I dont want to believe
(Who knows what im saying now lol)
cause when I look at you I know its you i want to see
i dont know i dont know what to believe