Half Awake

Do your friends think I’m cool
Do they think I’m good for you?
I know that you don’t care
But I don’t think they want me there
And if they don’t want me
Then I don’t really want to be
I always think everybody is mad at me
Birthday cake and it looked like a rainbow
But I dropped it on accident
And I smushed it
Into your carpet
When I sat on it
On accident
I wanted to make you something nice
I wanted to bring you something that you might like
But you say it’s okay
And food makes you sad anyway
And I don’t know
Your feeling glum
And I take it personal
I know it’s dumb
Coffee
In the lobby
And I’m half asleep
It burnt me, but it’s free
They were out of sleeves
Big cheesesteak and it looked like a mistake
But I bought it on accident
Then we both sit
In your apartment
And we feel like shit
On accident
I wanted to have some fun with you
But neither one of us knows what to do
And I say
It’s okay
This feeling goes away
But you don’t know