Awake

Oh god, being dead would be so much easy.
Oh god, remind me why I’m awake.
Never really awake or never really asleep.
I feel like I’m growing old but I’m not growing up.
I wake up everyday feeling like I got in a fight with myself.
Oh god wake me up from this nightmare before I start loving it.
Being awake is hard work, But even in my sleep
But even in my dreams I’m up. Wake up.
I hope I never see your face again.
Open your fucking as long your alive
I won’t be a goddamn walking dead until I wake up.
Smile tomorrow will be worse.