Bliss

Why do I even try
Why do I even write
Hard to get by
Past on my mind
And I guess that I’m blind
Blind to my life
And I can’t do it right
Went through some shit
Dammit I’m taken a hit
Taken toll on me
An I ain’t the person that I wanna be
Drugs and alchol
Im fucking addicted and shit
Chasing the buzz
Gotta have my fix
Just because
I can’t be fixed
Always down in the dumps
Depressed as fuck
You don’t even know the half of it
Always writing lyrics and shit
Try to get out of this slump
But I can’t find nobody to help
And I can’t find myself
Lost on my journey
For all of eternity
Lost in this life
Lost in my fight
Slowly giving up
You think that it’s funny
Fuck you
Yeah
21 and I shouldn’t feel like this
Life is bliss
Life is a bitch
And There’s always a snitch
Someone to bring you down
And you can’t get around
What do you do
Try and run
Run from my problems
Downing more bottles
Drinking and driving
Slowly I’m dying
Killing myself
Killing my health
Smoking a bunch
Coughing up a lung
And Bleeding inside
And idk why
Decaying
Feeling like zombie
I can’t wake
9to 5 type shit
That’s a bitch
Work work work
And get no where
Fuck life ain’t fair
Yeah life ain’t even close to a bliss
Lifes a fucking bitch
Pull me away with a hitch
Bury me in a ditch
I don’t care
Where I’m going it don’t even matter
Just like me in this universe
Don’t waste money on a hearse
Throw my ashes in the fucking trash bag
Why do I even try
Why do I even write
Hard to get by
Past on my mind
I guess that I’m blind
Blind to my life
And I can’t do it right
Went through some shit
And dammit I’m taken a hit
Taken a toll on me
An I ain’t the person that I wanna be
Drugs and alchol
Im fucking addicted and shit
Chasing the buzz
Gotta have my fix
Just because
I can’t be fixed
Always down in the dumps
Depressed as fuck
You don’t even know the half of it
Always writing lyrics and shit
No matter what anybody tells you
Lifes a fucking bitch
And it ain’t even close to a bliss
Yeah