Halfway Decent

this one dimension of myself
has hurt the ones I love
and I have come to shut you out
and the god I fear above
and I will make my way
through the lines drawn on the floor
it goes away so quickly now
but I’ve been gone before
and everything I do and everything I say
they come in conflict even as I sing this song today
and I know I’ve let you down
please know it’s not your fault
because knowing you has made me halfway decent by default
so let me go and fall asleep
when I wake up it won’t be me so let me go and fall asleep
no it won’t be me and everything I do and everything I say
they come in conflict even as I sing this song today
and I know I’ve let you down
please know its not your fault
because loving me has made me halfway decent by default
so let me go and fall asleep
when I wake up it won’t be me so let me go and fall asleep
when I wake up it won’t be so let me go and fall asleep
when I wake up it won’t be me so let me go and fall asleep
when I wake up it won’t be