Endless Faith

My God, my God, Heavenly Father!
I feel forsaken
Disgrace and shame consume me
Eternal night now reigns
Daylight engulfed by shadows
I pray to end this agony
Gone, everything I loved, just a memory
Stripped of every ounce of self-respect, fall to my knees
Cover me in ash, curse the day that I was born
Release me from this living death, welcome oblivion
My friends, they offer only cruel indifference
«You did this to yourself, now you must pay the consequence»
I can’t believe how fast companions turn their back
Another cruel reminder nothing ever lasts
It’s gone
Everything I loved, just a memory
Stripped of every ounce of self-respect, fall to my knees
Cover me in ash, curse the day that I was born
Release me from this living death, welcome oblivion
You give and take away
Blessed be Your name
I cannot comprehend all the workings of Your hand
But still I will wait, hold fast to endless faith
Overwhelmed and torn apart but never abandoned
When it seems that all is gone
Everything I loved, just a memory
Stripped of every ounce of self-respect, fall to my knees
Cover me in ash, curse the day that I was born
Release me from this living death, welcome oblivion
Hold fast, with confidence
Overcome your doubt with endless, faith
Conquer, prevail