For the First Time

Under the gaze of a thousand eyes
I saw that I was blind
My soul was crippled, my thoughts were grey
Within a moment everything changed
The grey paradise became my grave
For the first time
As you start to gain sight you will see the outer limit.
One was never meant to question the hive mentality of which he has
been a part since birth. The truth?
There is no truth. There is only consensus.
The gods have decided to give me a break
But they don’t know shit 'cause it’s nothing I’d take
I’ll go straight to hell and hang with the demons
'Cause it’s way too hopeless up here waiting
Inside the chaos which had become my home
I wander without a goal
Defaced myself so that I could end the game
Behind the hideous image that soon became me
I knew that I was reborn
For the first time
Focus. Only when you grasp the full glory of hopelessness will you
become perfect. Only when you decide to abandon your humanity in
favor of sanity will you be at peace. Beware!
You can never get it back. Not even in you dreams.