Cut Me Open and Crawl inside Me, One of Us Should Live

I’m a poison.
You said yourself while explaining
How I could always pull you down
To my desmal level.
I never meant for that to happen,
So why do you think it would be
Any different this time around?
I can’t drag you down again.
Being alone is more bearable than
Reterning to any intimacy.
I won’t be a poison anymore.