Unclean mind

I was at a party
Didn’t have a mind
From wishing to be near you
And wishing you (?)
Tried to hide you from my unclean mind
In a forest too
Share a pattern with your perfect, perfect (?)
(?) follow me
Let it follow me
With a forest
And a chemical (?)
You’re only waiting on some part
And interfere (?)
You better hold me
And I rearrange my unclean room (unclean room)
Why don’t I know (?)
Empty bottle see
And I follow
We are painting
You leave me hanging on
I, now my fingers full me for the sky
They’re gonna throw me
(?)(body?)
Our lovely ruins of the sky
(?) high
Some strange behaviour
If only I could (?)
Try to (throw?) the future
(?) horizon
Climbing up behind