Hate the Ones You Love

You don’t know me
Only my constant search for meaning
And I’m not done writing my words in the sand
Don’t trust a lot of them
Why keep the blame to yourself when you can spread it around?
I only wanted to help
That’s why you shoved me out
Why live your life with open eyes when you can see your own turn?
Why make amends a thousand times when you can watch the world burn?
If you can’t get up and walk away from me
You’re gonna drown too
Because you wouldn’t fight to get it back
And I would
The thrill isn’t just gone, it’s dead
And the dream is lying with it, too
I want to see my face in the picture
Without wondering who it belongs to
Don’t worry if I said I hate you
It will never come close to my hate for myself
No one can
Because people are vile and arrogant
They’re disgusting
They ruin the only world they have
But I will not keep letting it hold me back
So don’t you wait for me, cause I’m gone
I’ll lay my head where I want
So I’ll never have to waste my time
If you can’t get up and walk away from me
We are brothers, brothers