Nocturnal apparition

Ghoulish, bleak depression planted in my thoughts. flows like tidal waters
Fills my deepest recess. a circle of stones marks the site. i enter to eternity
How precious to me now, this merryful emptiness grant me your salvation!
Swallow my soul! i dwell within the wind, to memories reduced
A distant whisper in the rain, but i will forever remain. the darkness i have
bred:
In all-consuming entity. the depths i hold within, you would never fathom
A palpable presence greets me now. air of night, ethereal…
Faltering under this burden: the specter of human emotions
Bliss to some, curse to others, i am damned forever. hours and hours in anguish
Years of sad delusion. soon but a dread apparition at nights of black illusions
Faltering under this burden;: the specter of human emotions
Bliss to some, curse to others. i am damned forever. ghoulish, bleak oppression
Planted in my thoughts, flows like tidal waters. fills me with deepest recess