Haunt You

I’m walking in a daze and the cold has embodied
All of the things that I can’t hide.
All of the things that I can’t hide from it; my failure.
I’m staring into space with no thoughts, I’ve abandoned
All of the things that I can’t hide.
All of the things that I can’t hide from it…
This just isn’t made up, this just is a start.
This just is a storm and now we’re at the heart.
We cover our eyes with our vanity bare,
No traces of life and I’m filled with despair.
I just fix my makeup, my ghost is a spark,
Just dust in the light and I feel it depart.
Before me your eyes dim and vacantly stare.
I’m coming to as I take my place in this nowhere.
I’m waiting for the feeling of cold and I panic.
All of the ways that I can’t hide.
All of the ways that I can’t hide from it.
I’m fading out.
I’m buried in the wasteland of old, and I fought it/
All of the ways that I can’t hide.
All of the ways that I can’t hide from it…
I’m hopelessly vacant, my touch has no spark.
This feels like a coma, this absence is stark.
I’m dead where I lie, am I not even there?
No light in my eyes as I vacantly stare.
I’m drugged when I wake up, my blood pulsing hard.
I can’t even feel you, we’re light years apart.
I see no horizon, I’m caught in the glare
Of apathy as I take my place in this nowhere.
This just isn’t made up, this just is a start.
This just is a rise and now we’re at the heart.
Absorbed by the lights, I am barely aware
Of my mortal chains. I am too gone to care.
These dresses remain as a vestige of our
Regressive personas that took life as art.
I wouldn’t define us as devil-may-care,
We were just alive to exist then and there.
Our death is a fade out, we’re born to depart,
Our bodies deformed by the vanishing arch.
Crescendos now rise as I reach through the air.
You shallowly sigh like I’m not even there.
No voices remain as I summon the power
To exit the frame and go back to the start.
My absence revived, I said I am the heir
Of apathy as I take my place in this nowhere.