Semper Ardens

And it’s so bittersweet,
How the one that can love you so much and hurt you so deep,
Light up your day to mess up your whole week,
Lock your heart down and keep the key, it goes.
I-don't-want — for you to be my next episode,
I-don't-want — just another love story told,
I-just-want — you to be my sister,
I see life so much different,
Now that I know what you’re worth…
In my quest for them X and O’s, in my quest-in my quest for them X and O’s,
Wasn’t being intentional,
Now I gotta big list of some ex’s, oh.
Do I regret those? well yes and no,
Through it all though I got to grow,
But it came with a friendship broke,
Was it really all worth it? I’m feeling all serpent,
That Lecrae line did work when I heard it,
2 bars hit hard like a 2 part sermon,
«like Christ, love your wife how He loves the church,
Without seeing how many hearts you can break first»,
I was making relationships,
A temporary fix to medicate my loneliness,
Taking doses, of emotions,
Via phone call, when we spoke and,
I planted seeds I really couldn’t see you,
Couldn’t feed myself so how could I feed you?
Wasn’t seeing God so clear how could I see you?
I was just leading you on but didn’t need you,
Dang, look at the things we do,
For our own pleasure we go and use people,
You ain’t even single no more but I wanna keep you,
Look at how it exposed the heart of man is evil,
And it’s so bittersweet,
How the one that can love you so much and hurt you so deep,
Light up your day and mess up your whole week,
Lock your heart down and keep the key, it goes.
I-don't-want — for you to be my next episode,
I-don't-want — just another love story told,
I-just-want — you to be my sister,
I see life so much different,
Now that I know what you’re worth…
Now that I know what you’re worth yea…
Now that I know, I see life so much different,
I see life so much different,
Oooh, I see life so much different,
Now that I’ve been forgiven…
We/we/we spoke everyday now we don’t even speak at all (speak at all),
And it’s so bittersweet