Hallucination

They say it’s hard to comprehend
The feeling creeping deep beneath the skin
And now, I’m left with nothing but the memories of you inside of my head
I feel it suffocating me again
I’ve been sticks and stones to grey skin
Planted pale and cold
But never growing again
We’re never growing again
Now, there’s a ghost in what we could’ve been
And I remember you
I remember you
I’m falling through, sleepless hallucination
I remain awake, so don’t you say
That it’s my imagination
If I should choose to stay
Will you remain my favorite hallucination?
When we all just fade like rain and snow, will we keep away?
When we all just fade like rain and snow, do we separate?
I filled this grave with regret
So there is room for you
No place for me
No place for me
I remember you
I’m falling through, sleepless hallucination
I remain awake so don’t you say
That it’s my imagination
Never letting go of the memory
If I should choose to stay
Will you remain my favorite hallucination?
My hallucination!
I will force my hands to open my eyes and stare endlessly
Our lives were painted on the back of our eyelids!
Open up and see
I remember you
I’m falling through, sleepless hallucination
I remain awake so don’t you say
That it’s my imagination
Never letting go of the memory
(Of the memory, of the memory)
If I should choose to stay
Will you remain my favorite hallucination?