Hallucinating You

Was it a trick of light
by the blood red moon?
was it lack of sleep
dreams come too soon?
when I turned to speak
you passed right through me
Was I hallucinating you?
Was it alcohol
or a failing mind
too many loveless days
too close behind?
were you conjured by the fumes
of too many smoked filled rooms?
Was I hallucinating you?
Like a vision come
silent in your steps
shimmered like a fire
heat-haze at your edge
where you protecting me
from something I couldn’t see
Was I hallucinating you?