Halo

I’ve been staring at portraits of strangers for days
(Days on end, days on end, days on)
The annotations tell me stories that I feel are about me
Crack open my head and pour in
Some shit I don’t need to know
Numb the sense that I feel so alone
And everybody’s wearing Halos
I watch them out my window
Now I don’t wanna go outside
And feel like I’m inferior
I see them acting like they’re angels
Making me feel so insecure
Now I’m unsatisfied
With my life again
I want everyone I know to think I’m living out their dreams
(Envy me, admire me)
Perfect lighting, pick my good side
Look candid, busy and happy
(It's all a lie)
Consider this a photograph of the person that I could be
One day I swear I will be everything
That I promised you
And everybody’s wearing Halos
I watch them out my window
Now I don’t wanna go outside
And feel like I’m inferior
I see them acting like they’re angels
Making me feel so insecure
Now I’m unsatisfied
Why don’t I have a halo?
Halos
Acting like angels
I don’t wanna go outside
And live my life
Again
Now everybody’s wearing Halos
Now I don’t wanna go outside
And feel like I’m inferior
I see them acting like they’re angels
Making me feel so insecure
Now I’m unsatisfied
With my life again