Killing Myself Again

Every page of my suicide script
They all have a cross to bear
Like a hammer to the teeth
Answer my misguided prayer
Watch it kill you, watch it kill me
My hypocrisy is so sincere
Each dose of delusion
Becomes a feeding frenzy
Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn’t the way I want to live
It’s killing me
It’s killing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one shit left to give
I don’t know if I’m gonna be
It’s killing me
It’s killing me to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
I’m killing myself to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
Killing myself again
I kill myself to live
Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn’t the way I want to live
It’s killing me
It’s killing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one shit left to give
I don’t know if I’m gonna be
It’s killing me
It’s killing me to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself to live
Killing myself again
Killing myself to live
I’m killing
I’m killing
I’m killing
I’m killing myself to live
Carving this message into my skin
Haunting me
This isn’t the way I want to live
It’s killing me
It’s killing me
Carving this message into my skin
With not one shit left to give
I don’t know if I’m gonna be
It’s killing me
It’s killing me to live