Ordinary Feeling

Half the time I’m lying, pushing, pulling, trying
Making good excuses for my laziness
Bad habits on the shelf, seem to jump off by them self
I’m my own defendant, who’s the witness?
Let’s not talk of love, who’s below and what’s above
You’re only in and out of one or the other
Dreamed I hit the wall, had a kinda call
Dreamed I hit the wall
All I really need, these ordinary feelings
All I need, is the beating in my chest
Stay where you are
Up against the ceiling
Had such magic dreams, as a holy body sings
And now the cursed night, just brings that darkness
Meanwhile all along, we were vital, we were strong
Something of the miracle of star glows
Don’t give me just a nice fix, one of those stupid mental tricks
I only walk in one of four directions
Do I wanna please me? Do I wanna please me?
Something seizes me
Ordinary, this ordinary feeling
Ordinary,
Stay where you are
Up against the ceiling