For a Better Past

When you cross my eyes
Hope it gives you hell
I’m an empty body
Tired of feeling alone
It hurts to be left out
It’s been this way for years
It happens everyday
And I try
To forget
To forgive
I’m denying you all
And everything you’ve done for me
I reject you all
With a big smile on my face
I’m the nightmare dressed like a daydream
I’m the nightmare you fell asleep in
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
I can feel your panic
Someone told me once that
There’s a right and wrong
Choices always were a problem for me
I deny
Everything you’ve done for me
I reject you all
With a big smile on my face
I’m denying you all
And all your pathetic whimpers
I reject you all
And all your failed attempts
I’m denying you all!