Hand

I wonder who’ll be there
When the light starts to fail
Who will carry my bags
When I’m weary and frail
Were we enchanted once?
I assumed I’d be loved
But I’ve sought punishment in love
Was I taught that when I was young?
Did I disappoint someone?
Never explain
Never explain
I tore myself apart to understand
The light touch of your hand
I went and hid myself
Thinking maybe that I
Could rid myself
Of all those thoughts
Of worthlessness
Were you just ashamed?
I felt numb when you died
I thought it would change
But ever since
I’ve felt the same
Never explain
Never explain
I tore myself in half to understand
The light touch of your hand
Did you ever get to build
Your dream forever-home
Where your dream feelings lived
Fixed in stone?
Never explain
Never explain
I tore myself in half to understand
The light touch of your hand
I tore myself in half to understand
The light touch of your hand