I Just Don't Know

I never said I was sorry
For the times I didn’t care
I never said I’m alone
I guess I’ll never feel at home
Cause it’s hard to find a silver lining in every choice you’ve made
You gave me the world, oh what a big mistake
I shut you out entirely
And oh, it all felt so real inside my body
I just don’t know, I just don’t know
If I can find it my heart to let it go
And five years later I’m sure I’ll say the same
I just don’t know, I just don’t know
If i can find it my heart to be the same
So many fingers were pointing at me
Yet how can I remember
My mind’s a blank, my body’s a canvas
And I can’t recall a thing anymore
I swear I thought I had more to say
Maybe I’m just a waste, maybe I have no place
I just can’t take this pressure anymore
And oh, it all felt so real inside my body
I just don’t know, I just don’t know
If I can find it my heart to let it go
And five years later I’m sure I’ll say the same
I just don’t know, I just don’t know
If i can find it my heart to run away
Then they said let it out
Paint a picture, write a song
Sing your heart out until you’re happy
Until you’ve made your voice
Oh I’ve said it a thousand times but you won’t listen
I just don’t know, I just don’t know
Why its hard when you’re young to let things go
And ten years later I’m sure I’ll say the same
I just don’t know, I just don’t know
But I found out what it takes to feel the same.