Motives

I should have spent more time
Searching for the cure to the wicked mind
Instead I created another monster like myself
Who strives for salvation hoping the river flows his way
If I had one more chance I could become the shadow of a better man
It won’t make a difference, it won’t help us break our shells
We strive for salvation, hoping the river flows our way
I’m an architect of the sun
A worshipper of lies
The sickest monkey in a pack of wolves
Who dies mocking everyone?
I’m afraid to comeback
And see the disappointment in your eyes
When you see what you become
You and I had a shot at this, we could have had everything
All this pain could be meaningless from the minute where you fell
You break the rules life will break your bones
Cut your willingness in half, make you numb
You will fall
These psychosomatic memories are like a void that takes control
I know what you are, you know what I’ve done
Would you like to forget
Do you regret been unbound among the crows
Your heart might stop but you won’t
Gaze at me, try not to scream
Behold
I’m an architect of the sun
A worshipper of lies
The sickest monkey in a pack of wolves
Who dies mocking everyone?
I’m afraid to comeback
And see the disappointment in your eyes
When you see what you become
You and I had a shot at this, we could have had everything
All this pain could be meaningless from the minute where you fell