Undesired

Oh, blue is my life by day, by night
Nobody cares if I live or die
Is a man not a man when he ends it all
When he takes his own before hearing the call.
If a coward I’d be to yield to misery
No mercy will I ask when I sip from the cask
I’ve been titled, at last undesired
Can’t death be as bad as the heartaches I’ve had
Will the death take away all the pain
All the pain from one undesired.
My lover’s so fair as seems not to care
My heart if full of grief and despair
Chance I fancy has robbed me of lust
She remain but I know or I feel that I must
If a coward I’d be to yeld to misery
No mercy will I ask when I sip from the cask
I’ve been titled, at last undesired
Can’t death be as bad as the heartaches I’ve had
Will the death take away all the pain
All the pain from one undesired.
Undesired, undesired…