Disposable

Can’t you see that this is killing me?
What have you done to me?
All of this, superficial
Everything you say is wrong with me
Can’t fucking never be
God I feel so disposable
Feeling light-headed
My scars embedded
Into my skin from deep within
Looks like it’s all over
I’m not rolling over
Just to die in your eyes
I can’t deny what’s left in my
Redemption in confession
My impulsivity
The beast inside of me
Is so held dear with fear
Fucked up
Can’t take it
Can’t believe you’d fake it
All of your shit’s so explicit
You know it’s all over
I’m not rolling ovr
I won’t die in your eyes