Clarity

Quit cutting corners
Your empty vows still ringing in my ears
Though I’m getting closer
To moving on away from here
The thought of you still makes it hard to breathe
But not enough
I’ll make you see ‘cause
I’m screaming
Can you hear me?
I’m dreaming for you to know
I need clarity
I’ve been driving myself mad
Going over in my head
The ways you’ve wronged me
And how our narrative will end
I’ve spent so many years feeling entirely inadequate
Though I know deep inside
It’s just your demons keeping me down
I need to find some steady ground
I can sink my feet into
Some sound support I could never get from you
I’m screaming
Can you hear me?
I’m dreaming for you to know
I need clarity
I’ve been driving myself mad
Going over in my head
The ways you’ve wronged me
And how our narrative will end
Your tight grip around my neck tends to hold me back
It’s not enough
I’ll know you’ll see when
I’m screaming
Can you hear me?
I’m dreaming for you to know
I need clarity
I’ve been driving myself mad
Going over in my head
The ways you’ve wronged me
And how our narrative will end
I’ve spent so many years feeling entirely inadequate
Though I know deep inside
It’s just your demons keeping me down
I need to find some steady ground
I can sink my feet into
Some sound support I could never get from you