Everlasting Numbness

I wish I could tell the truth but when I search I cannot find,
The right words to describe myself, I can’t see past the glaze that’s in my
mind,
No sense of purpose, in grim reality,
Drive a blade into my heart or cut my throat because it won’t bleed,
Don’t wash away these memories of me,
In time you’ll come to forgive, never forget,
Your eyes catch mine but it’s too late,
This may be the end of me, but it’s the end of you,
Now I’m nothing more, than an empty shell with a broken conscience,
Wishing that I had the strength to compete with darkness, compete to take a
breath,
One last chance,
Wipe me from the world; take me from the world,
Please relieve my everlasting numbness,
I wish that I could break the silence,
Something that I’ve held on to for too long,
Because hope is nothing without disappointment,
Hope is all I have to keep me going,
Keep this moment in my mind; pray we can leave it together,
Something that I’ve held on to for too long,
Because hope is all that’s left to keep me going,
Hope has taken me apart,
Waking from a dream, back into this nightmare,
Watch the sand slip away,
We realise we have run out of time,
Don’t wash away these memories of me,
In time you’ll come to forgive, never forget,
Your eyes catch mine but it’s too late,
I wish I could tell the truth but when I search I cannot find,
The right words to describe myself, I can’t see past the glaze that’s in my
mind,
No sense of purpose, in grim reality,
Drive a blade into my heart or cut my throat because it won’t bleed,